Tuesday, July 29, 2008
AWSOME movie that gives us a time off the hectic school schedule. vivien and i were practically amused by some of joker's actions.
well,caught quite a lot of heros-related/action movies lately with ironman,the hulk,get smart,wanted then now the batman.
& i'm wowed by the oh-so-goodness techonology.
at least those wonders do let our mind drift just a little off from this so down-to-earth globe.
the dates for A's are nearing.
and this induces us to think: our future is practically in our very own hands now,right at this moment.
i have never once rejected the saying that jc life sucks.
yes it is,academically.
maybe to me because results isn't showing me any tiny weeny optimistism that i can afford to have.
but the harsh reality sets in that inevitably,we all have to face it.i'm not some hardcore mugger harping about studies here;
harping on how i wasted my time slacking or feel so guilty without doing work.
but i guess everyone knows this period is intense and crucial.
jiaying,bring out your courage like how you fight for everything you want,
although it may be different from how you fight for 0's;
although you may be alone emotionally,
the battle stills go on,whether you like it or not.
back to some realistic portion.
i just detest the feeling of losing direction once again,
tell me how to face this feeling so raw.
the light-hearted songs playing on my computer is my only strength now.
i don't know if this will work,
i don't know if this will work,
but i'm really afraid.
yes,i'm relying on some happy songs in hope of some light,
how silly you may say.
but trust me,when this situation you're stuck in sucks,
you'll want to think nothing.
the above is not pertaining on some crappy love emo-ness
it's just an unexplainable feel of lost within.
it's just an unexplainable feel of lost within.
♥ much love!
Sunday, July 27, 2008
how can we ever retain the innocence we once had?
they said" complexities have driven us into a whirlpool of not know thyself"
as we recollect; all the love, the hatred, the anger, the joy, the happiness, the laughter,the cries, the melancholy...
we have forgone so much in the mist of just eighteen years of our life.
let us be a happy child again,
and feel the warmest love from the sun and rain just like how we used to embrace them.
i always harp on every single regret i have.
yet,it's not the harping on that shows one is regretful.
its the ability to let go and learn the most fundamental thing of all- to cherish
i'll remeber the words that teach me how to love:
learn to live for the moment and appreciate what you have.
its hard to be happy when you are stuck in the past.
its hard to be happy when you chase after happiness.
they said" complexities have driven us into a whirlpool of not know thyself"
as we recollect; all the love, the hatred, the anger, the joy, the happiness, the laughter,the cries, the melancholy...
we have forgone so much in the mist of just eighteen years of our life.
let us be a happy child again,
and feel the warmest love from the sun and rain just like how we used to embrace them.
i always harp on every single regret i have.
yet,it's not the harping on that shows one is regretful.
its the ability to let go and learn the most fundamental thing of all- to cherish
i'll remeber the words that teach me how to love:
learn to live for the moment and appreciate what you have.
its hard to be happy when you are stuck in the past.
its hard to be happy when you chase after happiness.
♥ much love!
Monday, July 21, 2008
i have this urge to write but my mind is in a blank.
i want to shout out loud but nothing came out.
now,i only have a simple wish;
that i want to stand up again, to feel the feeling of love again
yes fate,i need you(:
i want to shout out loud but nothing came out.
now,i only have a simple wish;
that i want to stand up again, to feel the feeling of love again
yes fate,i need you(:
♥ much love!
Saturday, July 19, 2008
i wanted to post photos but ohman,the picasa thingy just dont work.
so i shall leave it to next time i guess.
anyway,a small update on what happened on my bday.
thankyou fiona & gerald for the small bday celebration @ cafe cartel for me and nelson.
&& fiona for your lovely present!
okay,had tuition on sunday(which is my bday)with seeyuen.
& i tell you,this girl really had potential in acting.
i got bluffed by her after tuition to go plazasing for dinner.
and when we are nearing starbucks,nelson popped outta nowhere and "boo" me
and since i got not even a single thought that they'd come,i screamed.
literally shouted in the mist of the crowd.
how sia-sway. & i'm really cock-eyed not to see them when they're just hiding behind a small tree.
so thankyou seeyuen,nelson,hoiting&gerald for the surprise and present!
monday was youth day as well as meeting up session with the purepigs
and goodness,bday celebration @ fish&co was malu-ed to the max.
i had to stand on a chair,take a sparkle and everyone eating there was singing bday song to me.
after the dinner,went to the nearest park to play the no. game
all thanks to kelvin who was so dumb to spoil the plan they initially wanted to sabo-ed me,i need not to undergo the punishment of letting them draw on my face using the eyeliner.
not to forget their lovely present for me!
last but not the least,i wanted to thank daddy,wenbin,gerald&daryl who gave me lovely bday cards.
&& my family/relative for the angbaos and presents!
okay,enough of my bday.
well,today had bowling interhouse comp.
had a fun day with the cranky bowling people,my friends and of course my teammates seeyuen & lawson.
& tell you what, cheetah owned the comp snatching all the titles for the top 3! (:
ok,i faced lots of uncertainties these days.
i don't know what i want.
sometimes i feel like doing this but after awhile,i decided not to.
sometimes i got the urge to do this but ended up giving up the idea.
so please please,can some happy things that i really want just happen.
so that i won't have to decide what to do and just go along with fate.
i'm so angry with my brain sometimes,always going gaga-ing over things that seems so impossible.
on a random note,school has been fun with crazy people like nelson.
we almost go crazy over childish hunting for this top10 boys.
and not to mention,over that "brain"
shall not mention too much because it seems quite dangerous mentioning such stuff here.
okay,a bet with myself.
if ever this 'thing' works
i'll go for it with no hesitation.
lastly,i know you guys miss me so here it goes!
so i shall leave it to next time i guess.
anyway,a small update on what happened on my bday.
thankyou fiona & gerald for the small bday celebration @ cafe cartel for me and nelson.
&& fiona for your lovely present!
okay,had tuition on sunday(which is my bday)with seeyuen.
& i tell you,this girl really had potential in acting.
i got bluffed by her after tuition to go plazasing for dinner.
and when we are nearing starbucks,nelson popped outta nowhere and "boo" me
and since i got not even a single thought that they'd come,i screamed.
literally shouted in the mist of the crowd.
how sia-sway. & i'm really cock-eyed not to see them when they're just hiding behind a small tree.
so thankyou seeyuen,nelson,hoiting&gerald for the surprise and present!
monday was youth day as well as meeting up session with the purepigs
and goodness,bday celebration @ fish&co was malu-ed to the max.
i had to stand on a chair,take a sparkle and everyone eating there was singing bday song to me.
after the dinner,went to the nearest park to play the no. game
all thanks to kelvin who was so dumb to spoil the plan they initially wanted to sabo-ed me,i need not to undergo the punishment of letting them draw on my face using the eyeliner.
not to forget their lovely present for me!
last but not the least,i wanted to thank daddy,wenbin,gerald&daryl who gave me lovely bday cards.
&& my family/relative for the angbaos and presents!
okay,enough of my bday.
well,today had bowling interhouse comp.
had a fun day with the cranky bowling people,my friends and of course my teammates seeyuen & lawson.
& tell you what, cheetah owned the comp snatching all the titles for the top 3! (:
ok,i faced lots of uncertainties these days.
i don't know what i want.
sometimes i feel like doing this but after awhile,i decided not to.
sometimes i got the urge to do this but ended up giving up the idea.
so please please,can some happy things that i really want just happen.
so that i won't have to decide what to do and just go along with fate.
i'm so angry with my brain sometimes,always going gaga-ing over things that seems so impossible.
on a random note,school has been fun with crazy people like nelson.
we almost go crazy over childish hunting for this top10 boys.
and not to mention,over that "brain"
shall not mention too much because it seems quite dangerous mentioning such stuff here.
okay,a bet with myself.
if ever this 'thing' works
i'll go for it with no hesitation.
lastly,i know you guys miss me so here it goes!
♥ much love!
Thursday, July 10, 2008
JIAYING SAYS THANKYOU!
a lil update here as i really want to thank those who wished/celebrated my bday through either personally/msn/texts/friendster.
i want to say a BIG THANKYOU to:
seeyuen
nelson
hoiting
gerald
vivien
yingjie
serena
wenbin
kelvin
welin
richard
sibei
fiona
daryl
kianzuo
soonkiat
weixun
krystal
aishah
kahloon
chiangchin
nicholas
karan
keith
clement
daryl(ang)
georgina
wanchin
brenda
cheryl
glen
cepheus
justin
jiahui
siyang
reeve
fairuz
lawson
2607
my family
shall update the details & add links this weekend i guess.
till then(:
a lil update here as i really want to thank those who wished/celebrated my bday through either personally/msn/texts/friendster.
i want to say a BIG THANKYOU to:
seeyuen
nelson
hoiting
gerald
vivien
yingjie
serena
wenbin
kelvin
welin
richard
sibei
fiona
daryl
kianzuo
soonkiat
weixun
krystal
aishah
kahloon
chiangchin
nicholas
karan
keith
clement
daryl(ang)
georgina
wanchin
brenda
cheryl
glen
cepheus
justin
jiahui
siyang
reeve
fairuz
lawson
2607
my family
shall update the details & add links this weekend i guess.
till then(:
♥ much love!
Sunday, July 06, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NELSON!
whose bday is on 5th july.
mr nelnel,please behave yourself more.
stop bullying others,esp poor jiaying and seeyuen
& since you're older,please don't be so zzz,bhb,freako anymore!
&& the most impt messgae from me to you:let's forget all those unhappy memories alright! (:
okay,i'm 18 also on today alr.
seeyuen and nelson were at my house and the funny part was we were like counting down to the end of nelson's bday and afterwhich,they immediately sang bday song to me.
so greatly appreciated(:
shall update more and reply tags tmr.
i'm so tired after a whole of slacking and fooling ard with them.
whose bday is on 5th july.
mr nelnel,please behave yourself more.
stop bullying others,esp poor jiaying and seeyuen
& since you're older,please don't be so zzz,bhb,freako anymore!
&& the most impt messgae from me to you:let's forget all those unhappy memories alright! (:
okay,i'm 18 also on today alr.
seeyuen and nelson were at my house and the funny part was we were like counting down to the end of nelson's bday and afterwhich,they immediately sang bday song to me.
so greatly appreciated(:
shall update more and reply tags tmr.
i'm so tired after a whole of slacking and fooling ard with them.
♥ much love!
Saturday, July 05, 2008
ranting session:
somehow,i just dont know why on earth someone can be so tactless?
& it really annoyed us.
i'm not a tortoise because i don't flare up.
its just because i think for others before i say anything.
& i know if i flare up,the consequence will be bad,very bad.
goodness,i think i'll die soon if i keep swallowing so much anger.
lucky my ranting partners are there.
all along,its always myself im competing against,
now i know its not that case anymore.
when i'm not the only person who feels so,
i know you've changed.
& it all boils down to your attitude.
i'm really speechless.
somehow,i just dont know why on earth someone can be so tactless?
& it really annoyed us.
i'm not a tortoise because i don't flare up.
its just because i think for others before i say anything.
& i know if i flare up,the consequence will be bad,very bad.
goodness,i think i'll die soon if i keep swallowing so much anger.
lucky my ranting partners are there.
all along,its always myself im competing against,
now i know its not that case anymore.
when i'm not the only person who feels so,
i know you've changed.
& it all boils down to your attitude.
i'm really speechless.
♥ much love!
